Eid

Eid  in Dubai is always an exciting time. Dubai, the city that never sleeps, is full of fun and excitement activities to indulge into during the Eid holidays .I would say people should visit Dubai during this period.The festival of food, colors, aromas,sales (eeee) goes on.The three days off was well spent roaming .It was a difficult task to reach Dubai from my home.Open the window anytime and its traffic all time .The first thing that I did was trying three different hotels . Should say that it was damn crowded but had some yummy food so that I can get some more energy to roam around.I couldn't find anybody sitting alone an eating .They have come with their families .The small babies were asleep.Look at any shop it was all about sale and crowd .I managed to peep in and buy some t shirts ,story books ,some fabric colors and some lipstick :)There were different cultural dance shows going on , Poster exhibitions,singing goes on  .So for me it was all about going out and roam as much as I can .I missed my sleep but once in a while that's ok . The perfumes wow ...every corner people were busy taking selfies with friends and families .I saw few people taking videos as well,guess they were tourists .Anyhow they have been in Dubai at the right time .I saw many Arabic movies getting released and people buying tickets .So,that's all I remember ..

A special thanks to the metro service which we had till 2:00 AM.

Hope you all had a great Eid too.

The month of fasting, charity, and gratitude is over for now .

Waiting for new year ! The fireworks :)

Melody day

I am not a Malayali girl but the love towards Malayalam songs increases day by day .I have not heard  much during 80-90 period as I was busy with my boarding life  and friends .Melody songs and the dark clouds are one among my hate list .The dark clouds make me cry ! Funny but yea that's the truth.
If I go to beach on a cloudy day there is nothing more worse to spoil my day .
I have learnt music for 9 years from three different teachers but still I feel difficult to learn or even practice Malayalam songs.I feel Tamil ,Hindi and English more easier .
I love hearing Malayalam songs when I need calmness around me .The best time would be when I am alone at home .
With all my love I practiced to write and read Malayalam as well as Tamil.
I believe that if you can pronounce Malayalam letters you can survive anywhere in this world and learn any other language.
So this morning I started with some melodies so thought of writing what I feel ...
I know that there are many people around who look into my page from different parts of the world .Do look into the links hope you would like it ....
Adding some of my favorites ..
http://youtu.be/8X7P22MUvLk

http://youtu.be/Q2_0m-b1NDo

http://youtu.be/1wlSGxnutPA

http://youtu.be/znN_dSo7kEE

There are so many ... Never ending !

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I am having this feeling for a long time .Should  I be in Facebook or not ? 

I feel like spending the whole day in fb and what's app .I couldn't feel anything interesting  .Just few updates ,photos,dub smash,trailers,some news and some advice.I feel like seeing the same thing again and again .I have so much of work to do but still I feel to see what's the new story showing up.

Few days back I deactivated fb for two days and the peace I had in my life was superb but then, my friend called me asking hey ! Did you see fb I have posted some pics .I logged in again .This is happening for a long time now .

I don't upload much pics or do a status  update but, still I have to keep scrolling the page .I thought why should I make a sandwich inside my head  ?I knew that it's a disease so I decided to quit fb  for now 😝 

Only what's app and I love it except forward messages 😛

I hate writing long stories ...tried my best to keep it short ..

20 Worst and Lovable days

Does anybody know how chicken pox feels like ..We know :)

They say that chicken pox is one of the worst disease ever,its air borne ,you cant eat drink etc etc.All these seemed like a story until we got it .

It started off with his temperature of 104 degree Celsius, Vomiting ,headache wherein he tells when he bents down he could feel a 20 kg iron bar in his head or all the parts of the brain are falling down .I managed giving him the normal fever tablets and he slept off .

Next day  morning he found a small pimple in his chest which had some pus and it was surrounded red in color .We thought it would be some allergy or infection.He couldn't wear even a single cloth over his body I managed to get a taxi and took him to hospital .As he dint have cold the doctor told that it might be typhoid and gave him 3 injections via vein and some tablets and told to visit the next day .I dint sleep the whole day looking at him .

It was just in 10 to 15 minutes he got it over the whole body .His complete body was covered by pox and he couldn't even pee or sit on the commode.The doctor confirmed that its chicken pox and he can be normal with oil free diet and have hot water bath .

I doubted it and told him not to bath.I know its weird but i dint want him to bath scratch and make it more over the body .It started from head till the feet .He couldn't walk or even lift a jug of water as he had it in palm as well.For everything he wanted me next to him.

He had to sleep in a cotton bedspread as it would hurt him.For a whole week we dint switch on the AC as it will  increase the heat in the body and the pox might aggravate.

I gave him only starch water to drink and some fresh fruits .Even i followed the same diet and from the 7th day it started healing and by the 10th day he was fine.

Next day i made a chilly chutney with some hot idly's.WOW !!!!.

2 days happily past away and then it jumped on me .

Now he knows how to take care of me and did an awesome job .

Even though we were sick we enjoyed the most of it. ....

So the only thing that we could do is take care of each other and keep talking ...:)

We did feel proud of our self and we both are perfectly fine now .

Tips For chicken pox :Self Experience

Do not bath for 7 days.be yaak!

Wear only a towel ,obviously you wont feel to wear clothes :)

Dont have food with chilli and oil.Control your tongue .

Dont watch TV and use mobile as it will cause pain for your eyes and ears.

Sleep in a cotton bed spread .

Have lots of water 

Need some yummy Food :)Our dead tongue woke up !

25 bday !

Today is my birthday and i am so so happy .I would like to thank my mum and dad who showed me this world...I love them always and i am blessed to have a lil bro & lil sis...I love you all..

The past 24 years were the best and it has taught me a lot ....

116 Surprise on Jan5'12

I had a phone call today morning from NK at 5 AM and he told me to come downstairs and he is waiting with a surprise..I really felt difficult to get up from the bed as i slept only at 4.00 AM.I went downstairs and found him with a landmark cover .I told him to give it to me but then he told that he cant give it now and both of us together went to a coffee shop .There we opened the cover and there was the surprise -A big pink colour album and 116 fotos of mine in a cover-It striked my head that it was an album selected by me when we friends  together went out.He just told me to select an album which i liked and at the end i got it in my hand.To be true when i went through the photos i realized that there are many photos in that box which i dint have-I was hell suprised-my eyes were full of tears and i was blushing ..
Its the most surprising gift i had!!
I came back home and took 2 hours to time to arrange the Photos in the Big pink Album.
It was wonderfull to see my face in all the slots of an album...
Its such a great gift-Life time in my heart....
Anyhow i lost all my sleep because of happiness-Time to go for work..!!!!!

Sorry Rewind 2011 Please

Fast and Furious Cyclone Hit chennai

I daily have the habit of reading news once i reach office-The headlines mentioned-Cyclone in chennai-i immediatetly had live weather open in my system.I started work but then it was in a state that we had to leave the workplace before 3 pm as after 3 cabs wont be provided.Few had to stay back but then i somehow managed to escape.Myself and my friend rushed to get the cab but then we could not get one as there was no cab to our area .
Here we go myself and my friend walked all way long to the bus stop -she told me that we can travel in electric train but then i am so afraid of trains hence i told her that we will go in bus .we were full wet and got into the bus -we never got a seat as well..we got down from the bus but there to pay for taxi we did not have money-we had to go in search of atm for a long time and last managed to take some money -somehow we reached home-
As soon as i reached home i had my room mates -we directly left to terrace and played good music and started to dance in the rain-i got cold and cough but still danced in the rain for 3 hours until it became dark.
By that time -was hell hungry but then we could not go out as it was heavily raining with wind and thunders we had floods and trees fallen down but still myself and few of my friends folded the jeans and walked to a coffee shop.That was a wonderfull moment to have a hot cup of coffee with few gossips...
we returned back by that time parents started calling from home stating to somehow travel 8 hours and come home as they were worried..I really wanted to go home but then could not .I did not have enough guts to travel alone or i could not call any of friends to drop me as their state was much pathetic than mine.I decided that i will start home on 30th Morning but then it was on this day that the cyclone crossed chennai -the whole city was dark-parents called again and told not to leave home as they were worried whether i will get stuck somewhere in middle -
Hence we all friends locked all the doors and windows -got settled @ home and started praying that the cyclone should end and we should get back home for the wonderfull 2012 !!!

With Hope's
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We call them SISTERS but they have done more than MOTHERS !

-AMRI Fire accident -

Nurses never get well paid in  India. This is a profession that is looked down always .Other than the poor families in Kerala and some other parts of the country, nobody will send their educated daughters into this profession.They think that if the family is not financially good they can send their daughter/son for nursing so that they can bring up their family somehow.They never realize the value and great service which a nurse does.They get paid less for the great work which they do. The IT professionals  get paid good salaries compared to others profession's in India. The nurses get shouted at by the doctors and the patients' relatives but still they stay patient enough and save us . Yet  two of them are being recognized by this incident for their selfless service who belong to the gods own country.
I wish hereafter Nurse's should not be looked down .Please realize that they are more than mothers for this world....
These two people are a symbol of highest values of young India .
None can pay off for their Commitment and Self Sacrifice !!!

I am paid to be sweet!

I am a person who talks a lot or you can call me as a chatterbox.When i was in school everyday my mum and dad comes and stands in front of my school principal..something or else ..i was very mischevious.Even now when i go home they say -can you please shut your mouth for sometime...whom ever i see will be become my friend ..from a dustbin collector to anyone let it be.I worked for an organization for 2.5 years .I had a very nice team of 22 .All of my same age group.I was into customer service..All the customers were my friend they call and ask for my help.I even have few who has sent me gifts.Life was so beautifull.I go to office at early morning 1 AM like a ghost and return back in the sun..when i return home i find people rushing to office..At that time i think will i get a day where i get ready in the morning and go to office -at least one day in my life time.Its very tough to get day shift in a customer service field.Eventough i  was piad less and worked without sleep i was happy that i got many people around me and i managed to gather many good friends..There were days where i sleep in the chair in my office and have breakfast at 4AM in the morning standing with a plate in a local shop which is next to my office/I participated in all team outings/We had Dj nights for new year in my office/Singing competitions and goes on like that .I have got outstanding scores for 6 times and i was promoted as a complaints manager .All the calls we receive will be the most pathetic one for the day where the customers will be so irate and i have to be very Patient ....
I learned how to be patient after going into customer service field ..My parents were so happy to see me like that as when i was a small girl i was  short tempered .If i throw an orange on the wall you can collect a good amount of orange Juice!!!
I love speaking English and i love speaking to english people as well..
I loved my job !!
I did not have any issues with my company other than the salary..
I decided to move out of the company .I was the 2nd to join the new team.Then it became 5 in a team..while comparing the previous company count it was less here and even the work floor space was lessI thought that i had a good team of 22 so for sure i can make these 5 as my best friends,which never happened  ....Eventhough i did the same sort of job which i did in my previous company the work place was tough for me ..I could not sync up with people ...I was discouraged and put behind..which makes me totally sick ...I never felt to come to my floor .I dont join any team functions or celebrations .i dont party ..Nothing -i come to work take calls and leave for the day ..People were so partial each other ..i was not recognized in any way .Then day by day i even stopped talking to people.I tried myself to be good and make them my friend but then that never happened ,i dont know why?I dont understand how they rate a person in my workplace ..
When i left my previous company my Team leader told that you will learn many things when you go out of this place .I realize the meaning of that statement now.
I myself know that i am worthy enough- but the people with me dont understand that !!its a lose for them not for me...
I’ve been a success since Day 1, because even when i was Zero i had people around me
 I will always provide good customer service
I came to a conclusion that -I am paid for being as sweet as honey to the customers not to others hence i just do my work !!!!!
Always work for your  heart not for money !!!

Fractured tears -healing

I guess that you all would have read "Fractured tears".Ben returned back today ..I was busy doing my work.I sit in the entrance of my floor .You can even say that i am the "Face of my floor"but still i did not notice him..All of a sudden when i got up i saw ben standing with a black Shirt and blue faded Jeans and a band-aid which was pink and white in colour  ..I felt to shout BEN!but my floor people will say shooooooo!!!hence i could not show my feelings out .I controlled and waited for him to come and tell a Hai ...He went to everyone and gave explanations for all the questions which they asked ..But i noticed that many did not even have a heart to tell him a hai or to ask how are you ?Heartless people..
Here comes He went to that girl and was speaking for a long time .Again my head went on asking why he went to her first?what to do ?my bludy brain works like that !!
I told him to wait so that i can take a break and spend some time with him ..People are all laughing at him and asking hell out questions they dont understand that he cant talk much as the teeth is clipped .not even one is good enough to say take care ...
Anyhow at the end i managed to take a 30 minutes break with a tea..we went to open air theatre and spent some good time .He showed the fotographs which were taken when he was in hospital,Then came the question ..What am i for you ?Actually i did not have an answer .As i mentioned i already have a boyfriend but then i care so much for ben that i cant say how much i like him??Some feelings cant be expressed .....
He is leaving home tommorow
Hope he will be back to form sooon..
Atleast if he was in chennai i could have met him but he is travelling long way i have to wait until he comes back .
Still will make sure that he is Happy !!!!! have promised ben that once he is back we will go to church
He laughed ..heeeeeee..yu comming to church ??
I normally tell that i will come out but then all weekends i stay back home washing clothes and cleaning my room

But this time without fail.......

MILLIONS OF THANKS FOR ALL YOUR PRAYERS !!!

Fractured Tears!!

Whatever i write here is from all my heart ..I am a person who lost most of the things in life ..There has been days when i was left all alone,but still i managed to dream high and fly with beautifull wings "I am the best" ..I always had a heart to bear any pains ..i never cry ..you can even say that i done have a tear gland ..I love to be like a boy ...!!
When i was in college I fell in love with the best man in this world ..!!He was the best ever you can see...For all girls their man is the best and i am one among them ..
He is not next to me ..i have to travel hours and hours to meet  the busy man ...but still everything goes fine as we understand each other well ....
I am a person who doesnt like chennai as the weather is pathetic...but then for my job sake i had to come ...I did not have any friends in chennai ..life was so boring ...I joined an organization ..even there i could not get together with people ..i did not like ...
One day when i entered i saw a Guy with a white shirt and ble jeans ...with a file in his hand "he was a fresher to my company".I never liked him ...He always keeps starring and he never speaks to anyone ...I thought even tough he seems to be rude he might be good by heart ...i was praying that he should come to my team so that i can make him my friend ..but then he was for another team  where i was before ..bad luck!!
Days went on ..I started talking to him ...we both became good friends -But then we dont know the mobile numbers!!!Hi -bye friends...
Later on one day i noticed him to be so update ..He comes like a "Dirty Pig" to office ..You would have never found such a face in this world .. i wonder wether he brushes his teeth and comes to office ..
He was not so close to me ...i just asked him y upset?he said"nothing"
I managed to take him out and know the story behind his dirty face-It was a 2 year old love failure !!
I know how it hurts when someone whom you loved the most walks away !!
The girl whom he loved was not worthy enough for him...hence i managed to make him understand that** his life would be much better without her**...
Days went on like that ...We both became very good friends..
Here comes the turning point >>>>-A new girl enetered into the scene which made me jealous .Whenever he speaks to her i stare at him .. I got a feeling that he loves her or likes her more than me ..As he was the first best friend in chennai i did not like if he speaks to any other person .Even the girl had the same feeling .if he talks to me she doesnt like
We both girls never speak each other as it will end up in a fight
I started asking him "Who is the best >myself or she">He tells me you have been in my tough times so i like you the most ..but still he goes out with her on all weekends so i got a doubt that all his love started leaning towards her
He was good enough to manage with both of us !!
Here comes my Fractured tears ....
He had a high fever and did not turn up for work...but then we had a plan to meet at night after work ...He came with his Hunk to our office where he picked me .i told him several times to wear the helmet and not to raise up speed more than 40 .I mentioned him as i have met with a very bad accident in my life which ended in 8 months of rest ...Until he dropped me he never wore the helmet but went in a moderate speed .I already told him to call me once or send me a text so that i can sleep peacefully with a feeling that he is safe at home ...
I never got a call for a long time ..I called to his mobile -he picked and said"I met with an accident"cant talk to you and hung up.I tried again and agian where he did not respond .I managed to call one of his team mate and inform this where that guy never bothered about it ..At the end his room mates hospitalized him and called me up and informed ..That night was a nightmare for me..I never slep ..I did not have a heart to go to the hospital as we..He got his Jaw and hand broken ...he could not even speak ...For two days i was enquiring with his friends for his health ...
On the third day i received a message"I hate you because you did not come and see me"
My heart went upside down - i did not know what to do .i really wanted to go and see him but then i could not ..I remembered the day he took care of me when i had a viral fever  .To have some gratitude i should have visited the hospital but i did not ...
That was the first time i got into his bike and he ended up in an accident !!
I never called him or messaged as i did not want to get him into strain  ..after four -five days i met him
The day i met him will be the ever unforgettable day in my life.. I just went in front of him and noticed that  he had his teeth clipped and hand fractured -he could not even wear his shirt ..But still he managed to Smile at me in the same way ..i could not speak to him.my heart was filled with water..I folded my hands with head down and started crying-The first statement he told after wiping my tears was "dont cry -I will be back soon" I like you so much ..i was still crying with a broken and cracked heart ..he is not my boyfriend or there is no such relationship ..but still he was the one who stays with me in my bad times...i just told him "Take care "and left eventhough i felt to hug him and cry.Whole night i did not sleep ...I missed him so badly ...i felt like my world has gone dark ...
Next day i called and asked "I did not come to the hospital -do you hate me"??
The answer was "I know about you -your always my small devil"!!!I miss you a lot and will be back soon ...
No one knows all these as we kept it personal as our working atmosphere was like that !!
From my heart i say"I have never seen such a understanding friend till today in my life and no one will earn a friend like him as well....He is the ever best trustworthy Friend for lifetime
" Be back soon >Besant Church-for sure !!!!Have to thank the lord for saving you !!!!