When mind runs

This is something that I scribbled in my diary 5 years back !

It's sleepless nights 

I could hear the traffic moving 

It's at this time I could think for myself

How cruel life has been 

It's like please god don't get my life in trouble 

But again the same continues 

How much can I bear ..stronger shoulders

I feel m too young to be this empty 

How could life be so cruel to me 

Accept the weird reality 

But at times it's the worst tragedy 

There is nothing other than happiness I need 

Life ditches at times without anything 

And leaves blank in hell 

Can't die or live 

The word I hate adjust 

No option left

I pray !!!