Fractured Tears!!

Whatever i write here is from all my heart ..I am a person who lost most of the things in life ..There has been days when i was left all alone,but still i managed to dream high and fly with beautifull wings "I am the best" ..I always had a heart to bear any pains ..i never cry ..you can even say that i done have a tear gland ..I love to be like a boy ...!!
When i was in college I fell in love with the best man in this world ..!!He was the best ever you can see...For all girls their man is the best and i am one among them ..
He is not next to me ..i have to travel hours and hours to meet  the busy man ...but still everything goes fine as we understand each other well ....
I am a person who doesnt like chennai as the weather is pathetic...but then for my job sake i had to come ...I did not have any friends in chennai ..life was so boring ...I joined an organization ..even there i could not get together with people ..i did not like ...
One day when i entered i saw a Guy with a white shirt and ble jeans ...with a file in his hand "he was a fresher to my company".I never liked him ...He always keeps starring and he never speaks to anyone ...I thought even tough he seems to be rude he might be good by heart ...i was praying that he should come to my team so that i can make him my friend ..but then he was for another team  where i was before ..bad luck!!
Days went on ..I started talking to him ...we both became good friends -But then we dont know the mobile numbers!!!Hi -bye friends...
Later on one day i noticed him to be so update ..He comes like a "Dirty Pig" to office ..You would have never found such a face in this world .. i wonder wether he brushes his teeth and comes to office ..
He was not so close to me ...i just asked him y upset?he said"nothing"
I managed to take him out and know the story behind his dirty face-It was a 2 year old love failure !!
I know how it hurts when someone whom you loved the most walks away !!
The girl whom he loved was not worthy enough for him...hence i managed to make him understand that** his life would be much better without her**...
Days went on like that ...We both became very good friends..
Here comes the turning point >>>>-A new girl enetered into the scene which made me jealous .Whenever he speaks to her i stare at him .. I got a feeling that he loves her or likes her more than me ..As he was the first best friend in chennai i did not like if he speaks to any other person .Even the girl had the same feeling .if he talks to me she doesnt like
We both girls never speak each other as it will end up in a fight
I started asking him "Who is the best >myself or she">He tells me you have been in my tough times so i like you the most ..but still he goes out with her on all weekends so i got a doubt that all his love started leaning towards her
He was good enough to manage with both of us !!
Here comes my Fractured tears ....
He had a high fever and did not turn up for work...but then we had a plan to meet at night after work ...He came with his Hunk to our office where he picked me .i told him several times to wear the helmet and not to raise up speed more than 40 .I mentioned him as i have met with a very bad accident in my life which ended in 8 months of rest ...Until he dropped me he never wore the helmet but went in a moderate speed .I already told him to call me once or send me a text so that i can sleep peacefully with a feeling that he is safe at home ...
I never got a call for a long time ..I called to his mobile -he picked and said"I met with an accident"cant talk to you and hung up.I tried again and agian where he did not respond .I managed to call one of his team mate and inform this where that guy never bothered about it ..At the end his room mates hospitalized him and called me up and informed ..That night was a nightmare for me..I never slep ..I did not have a heart to go to the hospital as we..He got his Jaw and hand broken ...he could not even speak ...For two days i was enquiring with his friends for his health ...
On the third day i received a message"I hate you because you did not come and see me"
My heart went upside down - i did not know what to do .i really wanted to go and see him but then i could not ..I remembered the day he took care of me when i had a viral fever  .To have some gratitude i should have visited the hospital but i did not ...
That was the first time i got into his bike and he ended up in an accident !!
I never called him or messaged as i did not want to get him into strain  ..after four -five days i met him
The day i met him will be the ever unforgettable day in my life.. I just went in front of him and noticed that  he had his teeth clipped and hand fractured -he could not even wear his shirt ..But still he managed to Smile at me in the same way ..i could not speak to him.my heart was filled with water..I folded my hands with head down and started crying-The first statement he told after wiping my tears was "dont cry -I will be back soon" I like you so much ..i was still crying with a broken and cracked heart ..he is not my boyfriend or there is no such relationship ..but still he was the one who stays with me in my bad times...i just told him "Take care "and left eventhough i felt to hug him and cry.Whole night i did not sleep ...I missed him so badly ...i felt like my world has gone dark ...
Next day i called and asked "I did not come to the hospital -do you hate me"??
The answer was "I know about you -your always my small devil"!!!I miss you a lot and will be back soon ...
No one knows all these as we kept it personal as our working atmosphere was like that !!
From my heart i say"I have never seen such a understanding friend till today in my life and no one will earn a friend like him as well....He is the ever best trustworthy Friend for lifetime
" Be back soon >Besant Church-for sure !!!!Have to thank the lord for saving you !!!!

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