The extra care and fear of loosing people in life ! I always made sure that whether I have or not I get everything done for my dear ones .
I only had friends with me , only friends .They have loved me even when I was not lovable .
People wanted me only for money ! I still paid so much though I dint have even for my room rent and food .
But today , I am married to the man of patience , my brother has a job abroad and my sister is still studying .
The one thing I changed is myself ! I realized that people love seeing me angry and talking about me . I stopped talking to them . I started avoiding their what's app messaging . I don't have them in my Facebook friends list . I don't go to their houses . I don't let them know what I do because I never want to know what happens in their life . I switch off my phone and sleep at night . I just ignore them .
I must say that more you stop talking to a person the more in peace you are . The more you keep calm the more healthier you are .
The worst part in me is I can never forgive someone who hurts me . I feel myself bad about it but my friends say that's something they love in me .
So for now , I eat , do my work , I sleep . Many don't even know where am I and what I do . I am happy with this life and I don't want many to stand for me . Even if it's one person who stands with love I am happy with it .
Be calm and stay happy , your anger kills you and entertains others ! The world is like that .
Before people avoid you , you got to do it and that's what I did .
The more you maintain your limits you live your life happy .
Live a life and show them !
P.S - Still if people say they hate you and look for what's happening in your life - they are your 'biggest fan' ! Thank them . Lol !!